stressed

So I have totally failed at this whole blogging since I've been married thing. We have both been so busy with school and work and I feel like sometimes I don't even have time to stop and take a breath. I know that it will be worth it, but right now its super hard for me to be okay with all the stress in my life! I keep telling myself to have a positive attitude because I'm sure it would help and right when I decide I'm going to do just that, something else bad happens and I give up on being positive for a little bit!

For example, I have been so stressed with work and school and trying to find a place to live and I finally found the condo we wanted to buy. We went to go write up the offer and find out that someone offered cash right before us and the owners were going to accept their offer. Talk about depressing. Why oh why can I not just have this one thing? Maybe it just wasn't meant to be, but it felt so right, ya know? I honestly felt like that was where we were supposed to be to start our family. Apparently I was wayyy off. Now to plan B. Start looking for new houses.

I know I'm just venting to anyone who is actually out there reading this and I know that I shouldn't do it, but I really feel bad that Cam always has to listen to it every day! Its not fair to him so maybe if I just write everything down I will get it off my chest and out of my mind.

I'm going to be happy with my busy schedule.

I'm going to find a place to live and start our family.

I'm going to trust that Heavenly Father will help me.

I'm going to have a good day!